Why?

Why do I lack such self-confidence when it comes to my husband? I am so terrified he is going to leave me, all I do is sabotoge myself!! Their are so many better choices than me out there. He could have anyone he wanted...someone thin, brunette, petite...all the things that he is attracted to....all the things I'm not. I dont even know why he married me...he will just leave once he finds someone more appealling!!

Well, its official! I will be staying here for another 1 1/2 years while my husband moves to Virginia...no going to Japan, no being able to see him...just nothingness for the next almost 2 years...I just want to die!! He is the love of my life and he is leaving me!! I'm sure he cant wait to get away!! Why does this have to be so hard...perhaps it would be easier if I was still in Missouri where I had family and friends!! Here I have nothing!! It's just me and my daughter and the nothingness of being alone!! I dont know how these women do it when their men leave...I dont think I am strong enough to handle all of this!!

Peace out!
Tams

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I need to get the f out here!!

I hate them all!!!!! My boss has got to be the biggest/dumbest bitch around!! God, I need a new job, please!!!!!!!

Can anyone help?

I'm hoping some of you out there can help me with this.....I have been divorced for about 2 1/2 years now. I have three children, only 1 of which lives with me for various reasons we wont get into here. My ex has since remarried, as have I. His "new" wife insists on making posts on my youngest daughters myspace and referring to herself as "mom". How should I handle this? She insists she is just trying to make everyone "happy" and all my kids want is for us to get along. I am not sure I have a problem with my youngest calling her mom if that is what she wants to do...but having this woman refer to herself as mom, just cuts me to the core!! I have 3 step-daughters myself and I would never think of doing this to any of them. I am not their mom and I would never do anything intentionally to upset their mom...even if she is one of the most deceitful and vindictive people I know. Please help!!!

I want to go!!!

I have been married to my military man for a little over two years now. When we got married I moved to be with him in Pensacola Fl...talk about a change of scenary!!The beaches here are beautiful, however the j-o-b market sucks!! Now after being at this duty station nearly three years we may have an option to go over seas and I want to go!!!!! Japan is the country that is calling my name!!! However, alot of things need to fall into place in order for us to go....plus I think I may need to loss a few pounds if I'm going to life over there!! It is all so stressful....anyway, I'll right more soon..Plus, I guess I should put some of my background on here...I just need to let it all out!!!

Peace and Love
-Tams